seriously...

I need to lose some weight, seriously. I look at old pics, from like 2 years ago and cringe. However, if I look at pics from 6 years ago, where I am at right now isn't too bad...I will be quite honest and say I do not feel attractive or pretty or dare I say "sexy", LOL...but really I don't. I don't put the effort into it either though. I know if I was working out regularly that would help. I guess sometime I think about my age, I'm 33, have 4 kids and have been married for almost 14 years. I feel older. I think maybe I need to lighten up a bit. Have more fun w/ the kids, laugh more..not take life so seriously. work in progress i guess. taking the kids to the park.. blog more later...