Tomorrow is the day. I see Dr. Zickel. I have prepared myself for a few different outcomes. First, he could totally blow me off, which I have read is completely possible. Dr's that are not experts in Chiari tend to blow it off. That is one option. The next is he could say, well you need surgery. Which is scary. Which also means I need to find a chiari specialist which Dr. Z is not. So either way I look at, it seems as if there is a bit of a long road ahead of me. I have been feeling frozen. There is just so much to it. So Im anxious and nervous and tired.
I just have no other words tonight. I'm dead tired. I hope I can sleep w/o weirdo dreams.